Tendencies

never knew
how does it feels
to keep something
for a long time

cos

i tend to lose them a long the way

so

i tend to
take a step back
when things get a lil tighter

cos

i tend to
feel like
owning something
i don't belong

What are people (you) lookin for?

all you need is on the table
but you seems wanna have a little cherry on top
or colder side dish
or sweeter desert

the turkey is not hot enough you say
the salad is greener on the other side

lemme tell you somethin
in this beautiful 4th of july

everythin served was cooked with love
and that is what you missed
when you put your napkin back

ig·nore

verb \ig-ˈnȯr\

  : to refuse to take notice of; to reject (a bill of indictment) as ungrounded (merriam-webster)

 

ig·no·rance

noun \ˈig-n(ə-)rən(t)s\

  : the state or fact of being ignorant : lack of knowledge, education, or awareness 

An early Christmas gift that i gave to myself few days ago, a privilege to feel no sorry for anything. Because sometimes it is good to know and feel nothing about anything or anyone. To be unaware of everything. and in my most honest opinion; everyone kinda deserve to be an ignorance selfish bitch for once in a while. Give yourself a break from this drama kind of life people. Lived your life like you're the only star in this live soap opera. We give too much sweat on everything and everyone, and now it is time for us to shine, to diva around, and put those spot light back above our head. 

i am not justify this as a good attitude to have. but really we all need to give ourselves a break for once in a while. we are all deserve it. just don't get carried away for too long.

ignorance is a bliss, indeed

let’s for once be an audience of this messy chaotic life of ours.
sit back and relax.
put your i pod on, turn the volume up and listen to your favorite song.
watch the people running around crazily.
chasing the bus.
running late for an interview.
study hard for the exam.
cursing and yelling to the neighbor’s dog.
nod your head up and down.
not to them but to your favorite song.
let all the good chances slip away through your finger.
and just singing along
to your favorite song.
isn’t it great?
and when you don’t feel enough
just push the repeat button
on your favorite song

inspired from here

better late than never no?

it takes three and a half years
471 notes in note pad
hundred unwritten poems in my head
and so much for #nomention letters in twitter and tumblr and here

for me to realized that no matter how good you're changing
if it turns you into a stranger to yourself
if you do it for other's sake
then it is not a good change

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pooƃ slǝǝɟ ɐpuıʞ ʇı puɐ ˙noʎ ɟo ǝsnɐɔǝq ɹǝƃuol ou s,ʇı puɐ ʎɐɹd ı

when a man jerked so many girls and you still whole heartily believe in every single words he says. tell me what it is, if it's not stupidity, tell me what it is.

*sigh*