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pooƃ slǝǝɟ ɐpuıʞ ʇı puɐ ˙noʎ ɟo ǝsnɐɔǝq ɹǝƃuol ou s,ʇı puɐ ʎɐɹd ı

a clear black sky

i've wiped all the dark clouds away
a clear blue sky i've given you
now you asking me to catch all the rainbow too?
how clear do you wish the sky could be?
i could give you everything you ever wanted
bringing down the heaven if you may then i would
but do you realize, dont you?
a black empty sky will be the only thing left for you

L.O.V.E

making someone as your priority though you're just an option for them

useless

pointless

tiring

waste of time

profitless manifestation in life

i finally made peace with my self

It's really never been your fault or her, it's always mine but I've forgive myself and ready for another excitement of life.. :)

Aaaahhh what a relief..

aku lega hingga rasanya hampir melayang

jika saja aku dan kamu nyata

mungkin pagi-pagi kau akan temukan roti coklat terpanggang sempurna siap disantap
ditemani bunga lili warna ungu yang kupetik langsung saat mereka baru merekah
dengan susu segar baru diperah dari sapi-sapi merah jambu

lalu siang saat kau sibuk berkeluh kesah tentang peluh dan susah
aku akan datang membawa kotak kebahagiaan
berisi lolipop dan gula-gula
beralaskan tikar kotak-kotak kita berpiknik bersama
dibawah pohon apel karamel yang selalu berbunga


menjelang sore yang temaram
aku hadiahkan engkau layang-layang
lalu kita akan berlomba,
sambil bercerita tentang mimpi-mimpi
yang tidak pernah terlalu tinggi


dan malam pun tiba, dengan aku purnama akan selalu bulat sempurna
aku akan membacakanmu dongeng para peri
berbagi imaji-imaji yang hanya kita yang tahu
aku akan membawa mu menuju dunia mimpi
tidak akan ada lagi resah dan insomnia,
dengan lantunan ku kau akan lelap walau dalam gelap

bayangkanlah kejutan dari ku jika saja kau bercerita lebih awal..

since you're that pathetic

what if..
i cried as much as her that night?
i love you more then she loves you this whole time?
i frankly spoke and expressed it from the first time?

will things be diffrent?

two wasted stupid years

what is normal? what is abnormal? what is insane? what is sane? am I passive or aggresive?
do i state my mind clear enough or not?

when i thought we're making something, it turns out that you're busy making something with someone else

we're just never have the same persepctive this whole two years, don't we?

make peace with the past

I've tried and I cried

aku pulang dari pesta topeng yang sangat panjang

hari ini aku ingi bergelut dengan kesedihan
berkecipak dengan air mata

hari ini aku ingin bermanja-manja dengan kekalutan

membangunkan kejujuran yang lama tetidur pulas
setelah lama berpesta pora dalam kepalsuan

Hey, I am not a mind reader. Say it frankly or i'll be gone forever!

gambar ini lucu berasal dari sini :)

when one is too lonely and three make it awfully crowded

no, oh no
obviously you cannot dance alone
go, go, go
go find yourself a companion

no,oh no
isn't it a little bit to much to have two in a time?
a couple would makes a perfect ball dance
but three?
hell no..

You and Me and TV

it is like
watching us
in a small square
that can provides
pictures and sounds
but
in a more fortunate form of physicall


is it us who being so melodramtic or what?

thank you mario! but our princess is in another castle!

kalau saja
hidup ini
seperti video game
mario bros

pasti aku tidak akan segan
memasuki semua pipa
sampai akhirnya
aku temukan
pipa menuju hatimu

and i will not give up so easily, though it always end up like this in every level

and now i truly beleive that the phrase "Becareful with what you pray for" is true

well,this is
what i am
praying for

your happiness, i might say
my misery, for that i'm sure

and now you leave me here
all alone
feeling miserable
while you are gone
with your bundle of joy