always almost

just found out this old poem somewhere in my laptop. and this is kinda yeye actually. but i feel like posting it tough.

you were always almost
knock on my heart

you were always almost
fly me to the highest sky

you were always almost
turn me down
before you pick me up again

but i never fell out for you
never, not even almost

super yeye isnt it? uweee *blush*

caterpillar,angel,and apple

you’re like the stranger in the night
of the city of the blinding lights*
tip-toe-ing between trees
of the concrete jungle**
Where the angles are all lost
and need to be found
Where i like a small caterpillar
secretly eating the big apple
on my own

*taken from U2 song “The City of Blinding Lights”

**taken from Alicia Keys song “Streets of New York”

oh human

why do people lies?

what is wrong with telling the truth?

bitter truth is always more pleasing than a comfortable lie, we are all know it very well, yet we still telling lies.

i am a girl
behind the steering wheel
on a dead machine

how i wished for you to help me turning the machine on

miss missy

somehow

i miss that puff

that makes me feel alive

a sip of blow

that takes away all the sorrow

i miss that thing

that i can count on as a friend

cause i could have it linger forever in my hand

sembari menunggu ibu

aku menunggu ibu
memunggungi kawan yang sibuk bergoyang
sambil sesekali berteriak dengan nada yang sudah diatur sedemikian rupa
yang membuatku selalu menengok kebelakang
penasaran
gaya apa lagi sekarang?

pandangku menembus gelas kaca
tumben hari ini ibu kota tidak merayap
mungkin lelah
seperti gadis dibalik kaca itu
atau dia yang duduk di depan meja
sendirian
bergengaman dengan benda yang sepertinya mampu menyapu kesepian

alunan lagu KOC yang sayup terdengar
tertutup oleh bunyi lebah-lebah pekerja
yang tak kunjung henti bergumam
sayang merdu si penyayi jadi tidak terdengar
padahal aku memfavoritkan mereka

sambil sibuk menebak lagu yang sedang diputar
pandangku jatuh pada mereka yang di mabuk cinta
sesaat mereka terdiam menghirup bau harum yang khas
lalu tersenyum puas

disampingku
dua laki laki tegap
memgang gagang besi
lagi lagi tersenyum simpul
palsu
pada mereka yang lalu lalang
pasti mereka bosan
Hidupnya stagnan

dua meja ke arah kiri
dua bapak sibuk sendiri
berdasi
tapi logatnya macam preman kediri

waktu berlalu
si gadis di balik kaca kini sudah tidak sendiri
koleganya sudah datang
dan ibu masih entah dimana
padahal minuman oranyeku tinggal setengah..

3:38 yang kulihat waktu menunggu ibu di kedai kopi

kutu loncat is a parasit bastard

aku tidak habis fikir
mengapa bisa dengan mudah hati mu melompat
loncat pindah-pindah dengan mudah
macam kutu loncat

mereka kan bukan anjing
atau kucing
yang berbulu lebat dan hangat
dengan darah yang selalu siap untuk di hisap

cih dasar kamu parasit bastard..

Iseng-iseng bikin seneng

RULE:
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these
questions. Pass it on to 15 people (or more) you like and include me (presuming
I'm someone you like). (Since I'm way too lazy to make a note in facebook, I won’t tag anyone, hehehe). Try not to repeat
a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Re-post as "my life
according to (band name)"

Your Artist/Band:
SONDRE LERCHE

Are you a male or female:
female

Describe yourself:
Living Lounge

How do you feel:
suffused with love

Describe where you currently live:
on the tower

If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
across the land

Your favorite form of transportation?
human hands

Your best friend?
Dan in real life

You and your best friends:
virtue and wine

What's the weather like:
i guess it's gonna rain today

Favorite time of day:
night and day

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
the curse of being in love

What is life to you:
dead end mystery

Your relationship:
on and off again

What is the best advice you have to give:
don't be shallow

Thought for the Day:
days that are over

How you would like to die?
like Lazenby

Your soul's present condition:
love you