the happiest kind of love

I remember once my cousin told me that when you close your eyes the time will pass you by faster
Then she told me again that, it is why we can sleep for hours and hours and wake up at noon without even realize that we've been sleeping for so long.
Or how roller coaster ride will feel less scarier when we close our eyes tightly

my theory is;
not seeing things means we put less sweat on things that are going on, means a worry less kind of life, means we're happier, and yes time tends to move faster when we're happy, no? 

and it is pretty much explaining why a blind love is the happiest kind of love X))

or explaining how these past few years are passing me by incredibly fast
 

how to be a person?

being a human is easy after all
sleep well
wake up
take a deep breath (to convince that ur still alive)
take a long sigh
and walk the day

being a person?
well it's another story

dream a little dream of me

It's 3:04 in the morning, still lie awake, thinking of what is missing

btw this is my fav.creation by far

kebencian dalam senyap

sunyi itu amarah

yang hanya bisa dilukiskan oleh darah

memuncah

namum tak terucap

bibir ku terkatup rapat

namun bukan lenyap

hanya berharap

kamu tidak buta dan bisa melihat

dia tetap ada di tempat semestinya berada walau aku tahu kebencian hanya akan menjauhkan aku dari aku

a sweet reward for curious me

เรา รัก ในหลวง
rao rák nai lŭang
we;us (to)love king

hell yes i finally found out the meaning of the sentence that is written in my bracelet. The bracelet it self is a souvenir from my friend who went to Bangkok last month, and I've been corious like hell with what the sentence say ever since, and tonight I finally solved the puzlle yihhhaaaa!!!

thanks to http://www.convthai.net/ and http://www.thai2english.com/online/

beleive me, it's not as easy as clicking your mouse on google..

while i sip my expensive coffee

I ask my self, what am I doing?

Act like a thief
crawl into my own house
In the middle of the night

Wake up noon
While nobody see

And I believe they who are not understand
Will judge me lazy

The sun, the beaches, and holidays
Were my best friends
Until I have to sweat and pledge on my knees
on public holidays

Oh well this isn't me
I am not taking order
Nor willingly pleasing strangers that being called as a king sincerely
Since I am the bossy kind

Oh well probably maybe
This is what I have to get through
Until I heard my true calling

And now here I am waiting
frowning and complaining
wandering what my life would be after i left this hell
Over a tumbler of the most expensive coffee and pastries
that I wish could make me feel any better and lucky