tick-tock-tick-tock
counting down the minute after minute after minute
and BOOM BOOM BOOM
burst out
like a cannon ball we all will explode
into small tiny pieces

and quesitioning our self why,
why go to the battle field
what's so good that makes our happiness worth leaving for

and wander and wander and wander over pile of gold we'll wonder

start think about things you really want not what they want you to have

why don't you just sit and stop?
asking tits and tats won't give you a way out
ask for help but don't let 'em decide

sometimes you're just way too busy with what others have in thought

2010..

Time flies. Fast. Really fast I must say

Before I realize i haven't done something big, it just POP! and there goes the new year's bell ringing.

I didn't have any particular resolution for last year new year acctualy. So, I cannot appraised wether I had a flunk or sucess year. All i know is, there were some ups and downs in every aspects of my life the last 12 months that gave me a bunch of life's lessons.

But hey, that's life. It full of things, form worst to the best. All you have to do is save the good things as nice remembrance and forget all the sorrow. Face the future and learn from the past.

Happy new year! may the all goods follow and left the sorrows behind :)

and here are some new year's greetings from Mr.Jimmy Liao

none of us is a real good fighter

Arguing with you in the morning is like having sour milk for breakfast, then stepping on a dog poo along the way. The taste will still remains on the tongue and the smell will always follow all day long..

"If you could read my mind. You'd say baby you're right. And I don't
wanna fight anymore. You're usually righter than I am. And I'm not a very good fighter. And my, neither are you"

-jack johnson, same girl-

questions of sincerity

yes yes yes
Yes I do expected something from you and the others, and I do treating others as I would like to be treated. Also i do sad and disappointed when you don't give me anything after all those things that i gave and did to you.

Is it wrong? or is it normal?
don't we people do such things?

And it is going to be much more wrong, i guess, if i deep in my heart, secretly, I scared to death that all those people whom always have me behind their back, won't stand for me or catch me when i fall someday.

Is it wrong? or is it normal?

is it just the idea of loosing that creep my mind out or am I really one selfish bitch that always take everything for granted?

I do ask a lot of questions don't I?

oh dear heart please work as sincere as you can do, since sincerity sure will takes away all those worries from our shoulders

oh i am so sorry dear God

i do realize that i have a lot of happiness
but somehow, i feel like it is just not enough
i want something that is even greater..
something that is beyond everyone else's happiness
something that people will envy about

ungrateful? well, i am a human after all..

heroic

it is the need of being needed indeed.

wake up call

Why does it take You two long and wasted years, just for the sake of slapping me on the face?
Really, I mean it is just way too late now

But still, thank you for the wake up call
At least now I finally awaken from the oh-so-long amazing dream

Well I guess, it is always better late than never, no?

Middle Name

it could be anything
from bad to worst, or something that's amazing
it could be
cheap easy bitch
unsteady and stupid chick
funny, bubly, joyful, jolly
vivacious, sparkling, frolicsome, swinging
impulsive yet depresive
glommy, dark, broody, moody

oh you named it

but, for one I sure it cannot be ROCK N ROLL
and it is obvious

refleksi diri sehabis pulang dari JavaRockin Land

Patient really do will leads you to something good. Be patient and the miracle will happen

ghidom_kribo:
jadi orang tuh yg sabar....sabaaaaar aja, poko'nya sabaaar aja...mo dicela, di maki, di ikutin, di komporin, di salahin, di tolak,di cuekin, di tackle, di dorong, di ludahi, di slingkuhin, di lirikin,di gosipin,di kasi duit, di kasi passing jelek, di kasi duit 50rb'an ujungnya robek, di cuekin sms nya,di ceng2in, di porotin, di taksirin buanyak cewek apa cowok, di ajakin berenang tp lo ga bawa underwear ganti, di beli'in ikan sapu2 padahal lo mintanya ikan finding nemo...
apapun itu sabar ajaa..hehe..

A nice phrase from one of my best mate Dimas Anantyo when we chit-chatted (Actully, it was more like "siang2 curhat colongan" time) on Yahoo Messanger this Afternoon

Terimaksih Bung Ghidom, I'll remember what you've said every time I am about to giving up.

cip cup

take a deep breath and do the journey

Go,

just go!

Far far away

Go with the wind

Go wherever the river might flow

Go,

Just go!

Go wherever you wanna go
Go wherever those steps take you

Fly,

fly away so high

Meet the birds and bees

or dive deep into the ocean

Where you can kiss the fish