hallo kamu,

If we have a date then this year should be our i don't even counting down the years or so anniversary, but lets forget about it, we don't have it anyway, and we shall stop to longing for things that we don't have. Umm well, so we've or should i said I've (just in-case were happen not to be in the same page, and this whole time you is just something that my wild imaginary bring out to the world) been in this journey of the unfortunate events for years, and it's been fun. Why unfortunate? because misery is what bringing us together. I think that we're that kind of people that are probably cursed to have so much problems or dramas in our lives (though, this is just a justification for us being such a complainer :p) and lucky us that we've got each other back, sadly but true it feels like a curse and blessing at the same time to have you around. You give me so much butterflies in the stomach that it goes way too many and started to eat my heart alive. and it ain't good, no good at all. So please allow me to be a heart less complainer just as much as you are with your cold metal heart. And i wish us a whole more fun less complain more love year ahead and ahead and ahead and ahead. and i wished us could one day leave all this journey behind take a boat to a tropical deserted island to actually celebrate something together or with a more decent people than any one of us. :)

it's a wrap and so do us (hopefully)

kisses and hugs,

better late than never no?

it takes three and a half years
471 notes in note pad
hundred unwritten poems in my head
and so much for #nomention letters in twitter and tumblr and here

for me to realized that no matter how good you're changing
if it turns you into a stranger to yourself
if you do it for other's sake
then it is not a good change

tell me how to stop

i want us to get this thing to an end
so that i could know you from the very start all over again
in a different point of view

a clear black sky

i've wiped all the dark clouds away
a clear blue sky i've given you
now you asking me to catch all the rainbow too?
how clear do you wish the sky could be?
i could give you everything you ever wanted
bringing down the heaven if you may then i would
but do you realize, dont you?
a black empty sky will be the only thing left for you

and i am so glad that we never really decided where to stop

they say,
we are like a flowing river
no, we are so much worse
even a flowing river knows that someday it will meet the sea

they say,
we are like trapped in a huge labirin
no, even labirin has its' way out
well I am not sure if we have something to be solved

for me,
we are just a journey that is so close to nowhere..
but here's a secret I want to share
i kinda enjoyed this pointless journey actually..

oh I should stop, shouldn't i?

sweet proper revange

Someday somehow
i'll have zillion of stories just like yours

Someday somehow
I'll share them with you all day, months, or even years long

Someday somehow
I'll drive you carzy with them..

sorry

I am mad and i am sick of blaming my self. So, i am blaming you


Sorry.. It was always my fault :(

make peace with the past

I've tried and I cried

aku pulang dari pesta topeng yang sangat panjang

hari ini aku ingi bergelut dengan kesedihan
berkecipak dengan air mata

hari ini aku ingin bermanja-manja dengan kekalutan

membangunkan kejujuran yang lama tetidur pulas
setelah lama berpesta pora dalam kepalsuan

Hey, I am not a mind reader. Say it frankly or i'll be gone forever!

gambar ini lucu berasal dari sini :)

distance

why do we keep getting further away?

kutu loncat is a parasit bastard

aku tidak habis fikir
mengapa bisa dengan mudah hati mu melompat
loncat pindah-pindah dengan mudah
macam kutu loncat

mereka kan bukan anjing
atau kucing
yang berbulu lebat dan hangat
dengan darah yang selalu siap untuk di hisap

cih dasar kamu parasit bastard..

toples permen racun

aku terkungkung di toples penuh bola-bola permen

yang memberikan kesenangan-kesenangan semu

gula gula manis palsu

warna warni pewarna racun pelangi

pembuat adiksi

girang-girang senang lalu sakit gigi

when one is too lonely and three make it awfully crowded

no, oh no
obviously you cannot dance alone
go, go, go
go find yourself a companion

no,oh no
isn't it a little bit to much to have two in a time?
a couple would makes a perfect ball dance
but three?
hell no..

a multi player game would be much nicer

our live is like a never ending single player video game.
and when it is your turn to hold the joystick is what I hate the most.

Just Take Me With You

I really don't care to where and how we are gonna get there

Is it Rome or the Land of Avalon

Space ship, jumbo jet, or just a simple gas balloon

Is This the Conversation That We Want?

Sid: No wonder you're single, you don't communicate. I say they're vegetarian you say grrr, i say lets talk about it you say grrrrrr, that's not what i call communication

Mum T-Rex: GRRRRRRRRR

Sid: See that's your answer to everything

conversation from Ice Age 3,

between Sid and Mommy T-Rex

about how they're going to raise the baby dinos

Is this what we want,

a conversation that will have no end,

because we don't understand each other's lingo?

well for me,

it is better for having none,

than having the absurd one

the prize is on the top of the mountain. Keep climbing!

You are like a very high mountain that is so tiring to be climbed, yet has a very enjoyable view. The higher i climb, the more exhausted i get, the more beautiful scenery i see.

But-oh-still, along the way my mind cannot stop wandering.

When is the time I am going to reach the peak? So I can rest my body, and see the most beautiful scenery.

thank you mario! but our princess is in another castle!

kalau saja
hidup ini
seperti video game
mario bros

pasti aku tidak akan segan
memasuki semua pipa
sampai akhirnya
aku temukan
pipa menuju hatimu

and i will not give up so easily, though it always end up like this in every level