tie the knot

life is one ironic bitch isn't it?

so i've found this pic over my friend's tumblr a few times ago. and yet it still bothers me so much til now.
I used to believe that either those parallel lines wont ever meet or those lines that come from different direction meet and that's it. the idea that they're gonna drift apart again is somehow makes me sad.

but hey well. Can't we just tie those meet strings or lines or whatsoever it is into a very complicated knot that somehow it's pretty much impossible to untie it? or can't we just braid the rest of the string until it's very last end?

See, i know everything will drift apart in the end. but once those string meet there are thousands way to keep those met string tight up together until well maybe only death set them apart?

yeah at least those thoughts save me from such sad thoughts about those ironic strings

a finger will always leave its mark

Blaaaafff..
You touched the cake that I am about to eat, again!

Eerrr..
It is so disgusting for heaven sake, to have a mark of your dirty finger

in things that I am about to enjoy
Why can you just mind your own cake, since you have one for your own?

Ah well, one is never enough for you, no?

uh, don't you think this cupcake is so cute?

role play

ini gimana yah,
saya yang terlalu banyak bergerak apa mereka saja yang pantatnya berat?
saya yang kebanyakan haha-hihi apa mereka saja yang tidak tahu cara senang-senang?
saya yang tidak pernah tahu apa mereka yang memang tidak mau kasih tahu?

siapa jadi apa siapa tahu apa siapa dimana siapa harus melakukan apa siapa patut apa siapa dapat apa siapa jadi siapa

beritahu siapa saya dimata mereka biar saya tahu harus jadi siapa..

*entah kenapa sesaat hati saya terenyuh saat mem-posting tulisan ini :(

take a time out for yourself

Don't you think that sometimes we're too busy to think and mind everyone elses' problems than to think about what we really need for ourselves?

Oh hello people, for one sec. please do stop talking and taking care about someone else's life. When i said "talking and taking care about someone else's life" I don't refer it to all those bad habits such gossiping and being kepo. I mean it literally, you know taking care of someone's problems as if it's yours and the feeling to always being heroic and nice all the time. Believe me, at some points in your life you have to stop and taste a little sip of fun in life just for your own. Sure, taking care of people that we love, esp. they who loved you back is good. But really, how are we supposed to help others while we don't even care for ourselves?

So, please STOP for a moment, and ask yourself these questions:

"What do I really need?"

"Am I happy enough?"

"Is there something wrong with my life?"

"Do I have to fix it?"

Because you need just as much attention as the other needs you

oh such a waste on everything

Tell me what, you think this is funny?
Spending all my time and my money
Trying to find
How you really feel.

-heartbeat radio, sondre lerche-

since you're that pathetic

what if..
i cried as much as her that night?
i love you more then she loves you this whole time?
i frankly spoke and expressed it from the first time?

will things be diffrent?