I find it very scary, but if a person ask me if I am happy right now, with no doubt i would give her/him a straight confident answer: "No, thank you for asking."

I don't mean to be ungrateful, yes i have this amazing circle of friends, yes i have this the-working-on-a-biggest-firm-everyone's-dream-job (used to be mine), yes i have this one perfect family. But i am turning into this one grumpy-bossy-domineering-cold harted- cynical bitch because simply i feel like there's something wrong inside of me and i feel so unhappy about it.

So, thank you for asking.