this is for those people that find me here

and feel like they know me but they don’t

if you’re questioning why i am here

then you surely don’t know me at all

i write cause it is therapeutic

at least that’s what my imaginary therapist says

because i cannot afford the 500k per half an hour session

to be able to continue on living sane

bless you to live such an easy live 

i write because i cannot afford a retail therapy tho i’ve been longing for that jet black chanel boy for months, to compensate those hard feeling i shall not felt 

or a lavish gateway to tokyo every single weekend to be able to let go those attachment i shall not attached myself with

bless you to live such an easy live

more importantly

i write 

because i shall not kill you

because i need to bear hundreds of ignorant selfish judgmental person like you in daily basis

and to get through that kind of hell and have my hand clean

is a struggle

so yes i write