i thought yesterday was a good day , remembering how the past few years i've always been having a hard time getting thru that day every single fvckn years / but hell got another plan / there were comes another unpleasing surprise / same old shitto / i knew this was coming / but does it really need to come on the exact same date where i supposed to be feeling relief ? / i feel like i need to erase that fvkn date outta the calendar