i hate comparing myself to other

but it was so addictive

i can’t never be like any of those

smart ass sassy pantsy

know what they want to pursue in life

have their own thought

they’d ignore what other’s said

i can barely have my own thought on something

yet so busy listening to what other has to say

i can never be like those people you looked up to so much

and i am waiting for the day

where those things are not matter anymore