days are awkwardly longer 

than usual

it is funny how time to be moving

so slow

but no works are actually done

we are floating

in sad news

and helplessness

false hope

for a better tomorrow 

tomorrow cannot be better than this

as we cannot wake them

who are buried

in a nowhere land

if there is anything that might

increase

each and every day

is the number of us

passing away

un notice

i started to forget

how does it feels

to be grieving 

which makes me feel

a little empty

i am sad

knowing that

i might be also dead

inside

the only thing that

i learnt is that

death is literally 

all around us

it is like breath 

we take each and every second

there even once a day where

i woke up with so much sun

and bright sky

yet people are still being buried

somewhere

and i slept after hearing

that some other also

taken out from the hospital

in an ambulance straight

to their death bed

it is hard time to be alive

when everything around

is dying