loving

makes me

want to

write

a lot

because

i don’t know

how to do it

or how does

it feel

?

am i sensing

all the right 

feeling

?

wether all these

smitten and butterflies 

are all in the right

places

?

i need to write it

down so i don’t 

forget them

when

all the loves

are all gone

and i am forgotten 

i need to write 

it down

to remind myself

that there were times

i was so unexplainably happy

that even i don’t i have a right

words to describe them 

but i wrote them anyway

as a memory

of a good old days