i just watched coldplay’s documentary movie

and realised 

how curly , and tall , and skinny christ martin was 20 yrs ago (and still up til now)

and how those resemble in every man that i ever wanted to be with

apparently my whole life was always based on some unrealistic fangirl dream of mine

what if all those times that i wasted on thinking that i might be in love was just me chanelling my fantasy over someone i cannot have , because he was always and forever will be in love with gweneth paltrow ?

but well

aren’t we all just love the idea of falling in love ?